Monday, August 22, 2011 Y
12:59 PM
i no longer know wart i call loves ..
after tt day u hurt me so much ..
nv will i wan to loves any1 else anymore..
the love u gave hurts my whole life ..
dk whether should i thanks u or not ...
haiish but wart i know tt i've cry all night ..
not b cus of him but b cus of the hurts u gave me ..
jus tt i use him to cover ..
imma seriously in hurts by u ..
dk whether is imma dumb or stupid..
but i sense tt it haven end..
u're jus making things easier for u ?
or probably jus my misunderstanding ?
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Y
12:52 AM
FUCKING LIERS !!
EVERYTHING U SAY WAS A LIE ..
I WILL NV BELIEVE IN ANY1 ANYMORE !
ALL IS LIERS ...
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Saturday, August 20, 2011 Y
1:12 AM
haiish wtf is gg on ?
i should have leave !
but y am i still sitting here like tt ?
i hate this kind of feelings ..
i hate myself for being weak ..
haiish suan le moreover it not mine ..
as wart i say i only believe in my eyes ..
so i dun wan le ..
hate to be like tt ..
u nv understand .. everything is so tiring ..
i no longer know how to pretend everything not thr ..
tt it ..
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Friday, August 19, 2011 Y
12:40 AM
fuck my life !!!
imma the cause of everything !!!!!
i should have not come bck..
not to the place tt i've know u frm the start ..
imma the cause of everything so i should end it ....
i hate to do decision !
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Tuesday, August 16, 2011 Y
11:22 PM
Haiish .. hope this time will b the last time ..
Hope u really b happy ..
I dun wish to hurt u anymore le ..
But will u know ?
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Y
1:50 PM
Haiish so tired .. i anything also dun wan le luhhs ..
Y everything b comes like tt ?
Haiish .. FML ..
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Monday, August 15, 2011 Y
3:47 PM
Sry tt i've hurts u ..
I didn't wan things to b like tt ..
Imma a bad girl !!!!
A bad girl tt hurts u ..
A bad girl tt make u dk wart to do ..
A bad girl tt cause everything ..
A bad girl tt always hurts others ..
A bad girl tt cant stop everything ..
A bad girl tt make ppl cry ..
Etc ....
Imma not a princess frm anywhr ..
But yet i keep hurt ppl ..
Imma so disappointed in myself ...
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Sunday, August 14, 2011 Y
6:24 PM
No matter how much i say ...
No matter how much i tell some1 my things ..
Ppls nv understands ..
So i choose to b alone ..
If thr's a chance tt i lie on hospital for long ..
I choose not to wake up ..
Cus imma tired of everthing ..
N yet no1 knows ..
Only know how to continue giving me problems ..
N make me worried for them ..
Haiish .. am i born out to owe every1 ?
Sometimes i really wonders ..
Shag .. really very shag ..
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Y
11:23 AM
Shag !!
Now at tua hlping ..
Dun have enough slp siok ..
Tired ..
Nv let u sad ..
I know how much he means to u ..
I understand how u feel ..
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Y
6:11 AM
If thr's a choice for me ..
I would go to a place whr no1 could find me ..
So tt no1 ard me will get hurt ,
N i will also not get hurt ..
All i wan was jus to b simple ..
But everything turns out to b complicated ..
Probably tt life bahhs ..
It fate tt imma gonna b alone for life ..
Nv thr's ppl would understand me ..
No1 know what i wan ..
I know everything very clearly ..
Jus me ..
The one n only lonely me ..
The one tt doesn't like to hurt ppl ..
Nor get hurts ..
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Saturday, August 13, 2011 Y
5:45 PM
Dun understand ..
Everything seems misunderstanding n cropped ..
Sry ! Cause u both to quarrel ..
Dun quarrel b cus of me kays ?
Cus my n him are nth .. jus god bro n sis only ..
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Y
4:42 AM
Sry ! I jus afraid of losing u now ..
Cus i've fall to relay on u !
Wart can i do now ?
Haiish fuck my life luhhs !
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Y
3:26 AM
SO WHAT I HEARD WAS RIGHT !
U R AFRAID OF HER ..
HAIISH ..
FUCKING WAN TO GO MIA FROM EVERY1 !
EVERYTHING FROM U WAS A LIE ?
I KNOW IMMA DUMB..
I BELIEVED WHAT U SAY N NOW I THINK IMMA A IDIOT !
MUS WELL LET ME DIE IN THE CAR ACCIDENT !
SAVE ME LIAO LET ME KNOW SO MANY THING FOR WART ?
I DUN WAN TO KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE !
IT ONLY HURTS ME WHEN I KNOW ..
HAIISH IMMA A DUMB-ASS IN UR EYES ..
GUD TO LIE RIGHT FINE THEN ..
I WILL NV TRUST IN PPL WORDS ANYMORE !
TRUST & BELIEVE ARE ALL RUBBISH IN MY LIFE !
THEY AREN'T REAL !
LEAVE ME ALONE N GO FOR HER !
I HATE LIERS !
I HATE YOU !
CUS U LIE TO ME !
PROOF TO ME IF U THINK TT WHAT I HEARD ARE WRONG !
IT BEEN 3 YRS TT U R AFRAID OF HER !
U SAY IMMA THE MOST BLESSED GIRL IN UR WHOLE LIFE ?
BUT FROM WHAT I HEARD N SEE IS TOTALY NOT !!!!!!!!!!
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Y
2:39 AM
hellos, long time no see xDD
(but i'm not mati yet)
recently life being fucked up !
dk how to describ ..
everything seems so complicated !
Y? Y? Y? Y? Y? Y? Y? Y? Y?
Y u didn't tell me everything 3 yrs bck ?
Y now ?
imma so shag n tired recently..
JUS GOTTEN INTO AN CAR ACCIDENT FEW DAYS BCK !
so now is injured !
but what to do ?
nth only can LL !
everyday so freely doing nth lorhhs ..
nidda find a new stable job lorhhs haiish ..
SERIOUSLY Y DIDN'T I JUS DIE IN THE CAR ACCIDENT ?
HAIISH ..
Y MUS I FACE SO MANY PROBLEMS NOW ?
U R ALREADY NO LONGER MINE BUT Y?
I FELT SO SELFISH ..
I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF BUT TO THINK ABT THEM ..
QUESTIONS HAVE BEEN RUNNING OVER MY MIND !!
1: HOW WILL I FEEL IF I WERE THEM ?
2: WHAT CAN I DO ?
3: SINCE WHEN I B COME SO SELFISH ?
4: CAN I JUS LIKE TT LEAN ON WITH NO FEAR ?(i know i can't)
5: WHAT DO I REALLY WANT ?
6: WHY AM I ALWAYS MAKING GUYS CRY FOR ME ?
7: ETC !!!
**♥HELOVESME, HELOVESMENOT!♥**
Y
2:23 AM
heyys peeps ..
it's been long since i've gotta bck to my blog..
sry for making it so dead ..
anyway imma bck for it now cus i've alot of thing dk how to express myself..
but only to write it in here ..
sry for all the cause n troubles ..
this is also n tried out cus it's been sometimes since i log into blog le ..
hahas abit dk how to blog liao ..
xDD
hope u guys understand my up coming post ..
hopfully will b able to use my new phone to upload my post xDD
DO ENJOY !
**♥HELOVESME,HELOVESMENOT!♥**
